I found this site on accident searching for torrents on the dead sea scrolls. Ive read books like the illuminatus trilogy, and subgenius books, and I've even cross referenced with historical data and religious and ancient history, enough to notice alot on my own, and I've been feeling almost ill with fear lately. I am 32 now, and I am really afraid that my paranoias are a very unwanted reality now. I feel as if I have no hope at all when I think of the way the government has been acting the past few years, especially with this financial crisis, and the thought of the government being used to support and 'bail out' all the people who have been pulling the strings for so long so openly, well, it just makes me wonder... If it is getting this bad now, then what will we do when they start moving people like us into camps.. When I say us, I mean people who dont fit in with the status quo, which, I dont even know what that means anymore.. It seems like america is full of jerry springer rejects, with a very small number of informed few, and the NEW silent majority, the disimpassioned left. Im sorry, this is kind of scatterbrained, I dont mean to sound preachy, I really am looking for a comforting word from anyone... I would never, EVER, vote for McCain, but even the thought of an Obama win isnt making me too happy when I think of the way he hasnt really said anything definitive yet, and flip-flopped on all the really important things (there, I said it)... Someone please help find some real hope in all this mess...

Good question, Hangshai. Very good question. Unfortunately, I don't have the answers, but rest assured that you are not the only one feeling that way. I myself am voting for none of the above. There are not any good candidates to vote for, they need to work a little harder in my opinion, but that's a different story.

Here is a great site that I have been reading for the past few days, and it's a monster too. It bogged down my machine to the point that the vids wouldn't hardly play, so I had to read fast, lol. But I think not only is it fascinating to see how present day events tie into the scriptures, not too preachy here, but also it does gives me a slight bit of consolation to know something is progressing. It may not be the direction all of us would like, but that to me, albeit strange, is something.

http://grailcode.net/

I found this site very well researched from sources, new and old, all over the internet. It is also fast reading, but it ties many things together that I hadn't thought of and touches on just about everything. Good luck.

Welcome Hangshai.

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In 1967 Seligman and Maier conducted a rather distasteful series of experiments with dogs and electric shocks. You can read about it here. Most introductory psychology textbooks tend to focus on the 'learned helplessness' of the animals, but the important finding of the experiment, from the point of view of you and I, is that one third of the animals DID NOT succumb.

The descent into the rabbit hole of truth is fraught with dangers. Rather like the Seligman experiment you'll find electrically charged plates everywhere! You can start where you like, but sooner or later you're bound to bump into something that makes you feel ill (as you point out above); whether it be aspartame in food, the deliberate fomentation of war throughout history, high-level child prostitution rings, vaccines, cultural manipulation, nuclear pollution, the sum total of all these lies or whatever. Lord knows there's no shortage of documented examples of horror and depravity to make us turn away in disgust and sooner or later one has make a fundamental decision about whether to press on or turn back – and I get the feeling that that's about where you are now.

Of course, most never even realise there even is a rabbit hole, so they are content to remain pretty much as ignorant as the day they were born. This is very dangerous, for them, because their inability to take an active role in their own lives leaves them completely vulnerable to the manipulation of others and thus most end up conforming to the Jerry Springer reject stereotype you mentioned. This is disconcerting realisation at first, for someone such as yourself, but you have to look beyond the victims and see the situation for what it is, i.e. a testament to YOUR personal strength and development. It is undeniably a sign that you are able to rise above all this, as by your own admission, you've already begun. What's more, I don't think you can reasonably expect to go back, which means you've become one of 'us' already, whether you like it or not.


You do know what it means, but you haven't recognised it yet. The status quo is what you've left behind. The status quo is where the Jerry Springer fakes play out their pathetic little lives, managed in their entirety by a cabal of evil men we tend to call the 'elite'. The status quo, essentially the 'system' in which we live, was and is a thinly veiled fake: a theatre show created by the elites to enslave you (via education, the money system, the media etc). You've looked behind the curtain, you've seen the strings attached to the marionettes. There's no way back and you instinctively understand this, so your perception of reality has necessarily shifted to match more closely the objective reality all around you. This is a painful process and one which leaves us on new ground, but out there, in the world at large, the status quo hasn't changed. You have. The big question is, where do you go from here?

If you do decide to press on, the first thing to take on board is that your forthcoming election won't change a thing. Your faith is the electoral process is misplaced: it's part of the fake world you should no longer swallow. Fact is, the left-right, Democratic-Republican, paradigm is a fraud and it doesn't matter which of the two choices you select. They are different carriages on the same train. Both candidates are controlled by the CFR (and a rats nest of a-thousand-and-one other globalist/corporate bodies) – and these people really only have one agenda, i.e. world government under a scientific dictatorship, and they'll continue to work towards their goals regardless of the result of the election process. That's not to say there aren't good people in the corridors of power, but the next 12 months or so should be enough to convince you that there were none on this particular ballot sheet.

Where's the hope? Take a look in the mirror. I think you'll see it.