I have been a truma-based-mind-control victim for two years. I think they believe I am in their control, but accutually it is simply not true. I body and my mind are in my own control. The airticle,
http://la.indymedia.org/news/2005/04/125134.php, states "Monarch programming involves traumatizing the victim in order to create multiple personalities in the victim. Sexual molestation and the occult are standard tools for the Monarch programmer. There are several levels of Monarch programming.
Alpha is regarded as general programming within the base personality.
Beta programming or sexual programming eliminates all learned moral behavior and stimulates the primitive sexual instinct, devoid of inhibitions.
Delta is known as killer programming. Subjects are devoid of fear and are very systematic in carrying out their assignment. Self-destruct or suicide instructions are layered in at this level."

I think they try to DELTA program me. F*ck.
Right now I totally don't understand their implication. I have to read a lot of airticle to figue out the possible meaning of their actions.

I am not their slave. I am not in their control. But how to stop them keep bother in me? Can anyone help me out, please! Thanks very very very very very very much.